I was pondering an old axiom the other day—can’t see the forest for the trees—and struck by how deep it runs in life. In particular I was applying it to our contemporary big-box-Christianity models of ministry. I wasn’t doing this specifically to pick on an easy whipping boy; no, I was examining it because the words of several ex-pastors still ring clearly in my ears. All of them were considered good at their job (or call, if you prefer a less crass descriptor), yet all of them were eventually led out of that vocation by the same Spirit which led them in. In hindsight every one of them has relayed something similar to me: at the time they couldn’t see how large a role ego played in their ministry. It’s not that they thought of themselves as problem free during the ministry years—they didn’t, and they were all aware of their battle with ego—it’s just that they couldn’t see to what extent their egos were infiltrating all of the decisions and actions they were taking. Read the rest of this entry »